Saturday, September 17, 2011

From within...

She smiles and her eyes dance.
Within her heart she knows she lies.

He looks at her. She was all he wanted.
She can think, arouse and cook.

He liked her. Desired her. Cared for her.
But he could only watch her. From afar.

She had known many. And knew him.
She liked him. Respected him.

She was intoxicating. She was his love's verse.
He craved for her. She gave in.

They loved. Like no one else could.
They cared. Like no one else would.

A story unfolded. A story untold.
I sing my ballad not for the world.
But for within.

Saturday, June 11, 2011

Reindeer ride

Gliding on the snow.

Holding their reins.

I feel the chilly wind blowing on my face.

Even though it is covered.

The tails of my coat fly and the dagger almost flings off its sheath.

They gallop and I fly.

The snow covered trees pass by and so do sepia tinted memories.

And I keep going. To where, I dont know.

A silver back fox trots by. Holding a fish in his jaws.

Solitude beckons me. Solitude is what I left behind.

Grit

Today I am hurt. Hurt beyond words. But I need to bleed. And I want to write.

And for once, I am unable to write. It just doesn’t flow. So I desire to bleed more. Feel more. Pain subsides. But the wounds remain. They will never heal.

At every opportunity I have encountered an obstacle. Sometimes it won, and sometimes I did.

However I have always fought. I am a fighter. I will fight till the last breath is exhaled from my lungs.

I have learnt to be independent. I have held back tears. I have sacrificed. Fun, good times. Not for me. Not now.

I will ride. Into the battle on my horse. Holding my sword and roaring with delight. I may die a death. But I will live a million moments. Full of joy, strength and power.

Monday, September 28, 2009

A poetess...

She claims to be one.

"What?" I ask.

"I am a poetess". She replies.

"I can write. About love, heartaches, friendship, God. In more languages than the fingers on both your hands." I am impressed. And intrigued. Her poise reveals more about her than she intends me to know about. "Are you of royal blood?", I ask her. "Every bloodline is royal, my lord. For they all have been sired by Him and Her."

"How dare you say that our King and you are equal. I can have you bludgeoned for this!" thunders my loyal prime minister. She appears unruffled. Her lips let themselves smile. She hasn't smiled often. But this time, a mellow chuckle escapes her mouth. It quickly ascends into harmonious mirth and climaxes into the most sweet sounding laughter everyone in my court has ever heard. I smile to myself. My queen laughs from her soul. But her soul isn't scarred. So how come this poetess is laughing with a scarred soul?

"I do not have a soul, my lord", she answers. She can even read my mind!

"God resides in me. God talks through my mouth. God acts through me. For I am God. And God is me. God is my son. And I am His Mother. God resides in us all. And God urges us to find God in others. God cooks, paints, reads and writes through me. For all of us to realize that our souls are one God. And the blood flowing through our veins is God's spirit rousing us to seek. Seek truth, justice, joy and love. As they are God's favourite homes."

I look to my Queen. As she is my best adviser. And for once, she does not know what to say.

"God is the butterfly who flies in my fields. My lover is a manifestation of God's presence. And the horses I breed represent freedom. Free will. Which God honours, by not taking it away. Every act of ours is expected by God to be a tribute to this gift. But we abuse it. The servant boy who massages your mistress's legs, honourable minister, has so much of God in him. And you exploit his sincerity by hurling at him, a dirty cup of stale milk every day. God remembers you this way. As the many litres of milk you pour on that rock in your temple is like the boy's blood to God."

"I have seen worse than you have and you will in all your births", she continues.
"Lives have been uplifted by the profits earned by those who made hammers to bludgeon me", she narrates.
"And yet, I am here. To save you from being bludgeoned. You, who threatens to commit this sin, is the one who is scarred. And your king thinks I am scarred!"

Her laughter does not subside. It never will!



Friday, August 28, 2009

Congratulations!!!

Hey! I just noticed!

This year has been a prolific one for my blog!

My 8th post in a single year.

And there are still 3 more months to go!!

Woohooo!

Am I there for you?

You are my best friend. My soul mate. Who said just lovers can be soul mates?! Any two souls can be mates!

We have spent so many beautiful moments together. We have rode bikes, trekked up hills, gone on long drives, fought over jalebis and still been friends for so long! Even after I have crooned "Two steps behind you" in a way which would make Def Leppard believe that donkeys have a better sense of music than yours truly!

You have covered up for me when I did not submit that assignment on time & you have convinced my mum that all those who complain about me are envious pricks! I still remember when you were up the entire night to take care of my sprained foot. And the first thing I did when I woke up was to kick u! You can blame that on a groggy mind. However, you sure did get back by whacking me for almost an hour with that plastic bat! And just to let you know, it did hurt!! I have lost count of the number of times you have hidden me in that rickety cupboard in your house whenever those mad as hell women, with whom I broke up, were on a rabid man hunt to cook my balls!

Those were such wonderful times! And now, when distance seperates us, you are still there.
Praying for my success, hoping that my current relationship works out and wishing that I put in more into everything I do. But, in these moments of loneliness that plague you, am I there for you?



Sunday, July 12, 2009

The best Indian cricket team ever!

The Indian media has been splashing stories about SMG (Sunil Manohar Gavaskar) since the last few days as he was approaching another milestone in his life (read: His sixtieth birthday).

As I was reading and viewing different Indian cricketers offering their tributes to this living legend, the thought of selecting the greatest ever Indian cricket team came to my mind. This team would comprise of Indian players right from the time we started playing cricket till the present.

So here is my list:

1) Sunil Gavaskar
2) Virender Sehwag
3) Rahul Dravid
4) Sachin Tendulkar
5) Kumar Shri Ranjeetsinghji (The Ranji trophy is named after him)
6) V.V.S. Laxman
7) MS Dhoni
8) Kapil Dev
9) Erapalli Prasanna
10) Javagal Srinath
11) B.S. Chandrashekhar